I hate eveyone but you...

I’m not done with you but I am done putting in all the effort.

how I push people away when they get to close.
when I say stupid shit that can mess up our friendsship.
how if Im actually quite in school people just think something is wrong with me.
how badly I want you but I dont think it will ever happen.
how negative I can be…like that^
when you dont text back.

My dad really knows how to push my fucking buttons holy fuck. leave me alone…. Still love you but give me my god damn space.

I dont know what to think I mean I like you. I feel you just dont want the same I feel like you want us to just be friends and thats it and I dont know if I can handle that honestly IDONTwanna be you best friend thats a guy I mean yeah that would be great if I didnt like you how I like you. if that makes sense.

I dont wanna be just friends I wanna be more but I feel like you dont want the same thing. Its so annoying knowing that I dont know what will happen.